Me and My Fujimaru Children

Last weekend was a busy weekend but I enjoyed the weekend until I found it hard to let the days go.... I cant believe myself that I felt so touched with their presence in my life. sob... sob.... Din, Jan, Kouru and Zee.... I will be missing you all....

Me, Kouru, Aping and Zee in the Fujimaru ship.

Din, Kouru, Aping, Zee and Ijan in the Taming Sari Tower 7 minutes strip on the skywalk.

If not because of them, I, Adik Dhada and Aping would never be in this place.. somewhere in Putrajaya.



Supper at Azu Maju.

Indeed, I miss them. Their laughter, jokes and warmth. Hope that I will meet them again. And unfortunately, I cant wait until the flag waving moment. I was in hurry to the airport for Kuantan that evening. But I am sure, they will come back again!

Bakul Frm Bukit Serene

Pic lama.... just got a few minutes before I start to rumble in this tiny office. Bakul from Bukit Serene. Some one 'there' managed to get it out from the golden cage. Ekekekek... you go girl!

I love the weather lately. Cool, peace and calm. Alhamdulillah.

..... my heart whispers

Pergi rumah induk, teringat macam macam.... sedih....gembira.... sayu..... nasb ada kak ngah..... dulu, selalu memain kat sini..

............... have no words to say but i think its better not to say.... just do not want to hurt more individuals and more feelings. Sometimes i dont understand why should apathy come into my life...... why and thought it is just part of the repression and supression of my own feelings.

Or am i being too blunt to those feelings or am i being too technical in dealing with day-to-day life. and today .. perhaps yesterday.... i made a mistake.....And just wonder i am polishing the surface of the emotions that have be stoned..begin to love flowers and the beautifulness of the nature...... the emotions inside starts to soften again...

Lord.. i wonder why.... a day before... i had this dream that there were four sides where i have to go and each side represents some significant others in my life...I wonder.............

Stories... again... just a story

Some one told me to write some of my stories here, instead at my other blog http://drnorzah.webs.com/ why? because at the blog my writings are in bahasa negori... hehehe sorry my dearest readears... but one thing that I really like most and finally have the guts to share it here is about my childhood time.. especially being the youngest in the family.. huh.. not as beautiful as what many people perceived it.. at least, not for me. It was the hardest time.... I remember when the villagers called me "Kemuncup", "prewel mati (prewel basikal zaman dulu)" "anak korek korek" huh.... and the only reason was I always attached to my mom. Just imagine, I was still with my swinger (Buai) when I was 10 years old! My dad gantung tali pada palang 'peran'. Talinya tali lembu..kain buaiannya kain selimut. Kekekke you could hardly find it nowadays.... they just buy the electrical swinger... not like my time those day.. mesti ada palang nak buat buai.

And I remember the day my mom passed away... and when she was "dimandikan" the buat was there and I saw everything vividly from the buai... yet, I remember each single thing they did to my mom. I was so mad when there was a lady, called "keledek" boleh tanya "emak ko mano?" Padahal dia tahu mak tengah terbujur...meninggal dunia....iskkkk.. what a world! Even now I think I try to rationalize that she might be want to start a conversation with me.

Being the youngest for me is a confusing scenario - pergi kedai..ambil itu..ambil ini...tahap- tahap asistant - huh...... ....semua kena buat..panjat pokok ambil buah...kena marah tu biasa sangat...and the worst thing was... i always feel left out - orang terlupa kot? lupa aku menyorok bawah lemari, lupa aku tak makan lagi, lupa aku belum main lagi (walhal dah janji)...... and... (hmmm tak yah citer lah)

And I grew older, I learnt about 'sindrom anak bongsu' .... huh! all the questions answered, and many of it still left unanswered... but who care now? I have my instant family and the best part is, I am no longer the youngest... but the ELDEST instead! yaaaabaadaaaabeeeduuuuuu being a "Kak Long" wahhhh.......best....................sbb adik dua je dan dah besar besar eheheheee. Heppppp jangan melawan Kak Long cakap....agaknya adik hakula plak menderita jadi adik ekekekkee...lalalalalllaaaaa....senangnya dalam hati...

What is in the photo?

I like this photo. It has the chemistry. It looks lively. And its real. An equal distance between the girl (Suhaila) and my Tan Sri Tommy... and it does not separate the spirits inside these two beings.

Makan Makan Raya Raya

Happy Birthday to my sister - Adik Dhada - on the day we invited relatives to our hut on 26-27 September 2009 - and on the 27 Sept. is my sister's birthday.. so we celebrated with mak, abah, aping, gbon and tut tut, bibik.... and all...... sharped in 12.00 midnight, 27 September 2009.

**gambar tak boleh nak upload coz semuanya sexy sexy belaka hukhukhuksss**

Aping and her Sate....

A-a aka Gbon

Abah (Pak Engku) and ML (Mak Engku Gai)

*******

And the following day, my family came and the day became marrier

Ramai....... macam ada kenduri

See........ and then my eldest brother cam... and its the ending of the day.. but we really had a beautiful chat. Along spent his time at our music room.

Jalan Jalan Raya

I am too busy with my work... and I feel guilty for not updating this blog - huh.. am I hooked with my own blog?????? This are som pics taken at Mak Long's house. She has guests whom happen to be Adik Dhada's friend in Dublin (Kak Fid) punya relative and our neighbour!! What a small world kan?

Kuih kuih dari Istana Bukit Serene

Extended Family From Sibu

Raya 2009 was the most happening! Anna's family came to celebrate raya with us. They reached Senai at Raya Eve..... had ketupat for supper. The next day, we went jalan-jalan raya! ATE LOTS OF FOOD!!

From right: me, jenny, adik dhada and anna

Then, we followed the Chinese Culture - Makan Beramai-ramai. We went to my fav. seafood restaurant : ALAM. Fresh and yummy yummy......

Jenny with her FISH HEAD!

From right: Jenny, Anna's mother, Anna, Me and Adik Dhada.... burrrpppp

From right: Pak Engku, Anna's daddy and Adik Jan

Kekekkekekekeke .... makan makan makan : Anna is the happiest person here. Ya lo........ lama tak jumpa mereka kan?

OK. From right, Adik Jan (garu kepala ek dik??), Collin, Jacob and Jenny

These were the food we ate.

Ymmmmmmmmm.......

Ketam masak black paper

OK... it came to the end.... ni masa nak balik...

Collin, Jacob, Anna's daddy, Pak Engku and Adik Jan

Muahhhh muahhhh muahhhhh

alamak... apsal haku terselit kat situ ha????????

Everything Back To What it Was

I started my routine life yesterday (28 Sept 2009). Still need to gauge my mind to start all over again, but one thing that I most enjoy at work is the task and responsibility on my shoulder. That make me feel a little bit better. But again, with my new boss - quite appealing to me, hope I could perform better. Alhamdulillah.

Today, we will gonna have makan makan - as usual, I brought timun potong, nenas potong and bawang potong...... others brought the other part of the dish - laksa, kuah, and kuih muih. Hmmm.... macam mana nak diet kan?

ARRISA

Arissa is another a MUST during hari raya. Arissa is a royal main dishes. Hmmmm susah nak explain macam mana nak buek tapi guna oats, whole chicken and ghee. Gelek gelek, gaul gaul (like dodol) and siap dah!

This is my god-daughter tengah mengacau Arissa
Pak Engku (Bah) dah test, dia kata macam Ungku Salmah buat.

Dah sedia untuk di packed kan dalam bekas .

Hari Raya, Hari Yang Mulia....

Alhamdulillah......... we went back to JB on Friday avening - after work. Adik Dhada drove the car, and it went smoothly - no traffic because we went out as scheduled - 5.00-9.pm masa untuk warga kota pulang ke selatan tanahir - JB.

The drivers on road too drove carefully - no dangerous car passed our car and most of the drove with manners - I think the most of the road accidents are because they were 'mengantuk' kalau ikut cara pemanduan yang betul, insya allah selamat. We had our iftar at hentian rehat somewhere in Melaka, then continue our journey, safely at home around 11.00pm.

As usual, ketupat is the MUST...and we had difficult time to make it because Tan Sri is sebuk-ing nak buat ketupat jugak!

Geram betul!

Final touch. This one, only MAK could do it... kkekekkekee

My students..

I had a suprised visit last few weeks before raya. One of my students came to the tuition centre and turn up tp be a BIG BOY. The boy I used to see wasnt the same now. He stood still, dressed up like a grow up man. He is doing his PhD somewhere in the globe. I am proud of him. He gave me a KANGAROO and I like it so much!

Another week before raya too, another student of mine, had a car accident. So much lucky that she was OK. But her 'Noreen' (we gave her car a name after the accident - Noreen) had to be 'hospitalised'. And the world is so small, the person that she bumped was the person I knew about more than 20 years ago!!!!!! hehehehheheheheheh.. kelakar lah! At the CSI, when he saw me he said "Saya kenal awak nih....... student UPM kan?" kekekek and I smiled - wahhhh den masih femessss.

So my exstudent ni went to see him at UPM where he is working to say sorry - again he said, "Mak angkat awak tu, saya kenal lama dah... dari tahun 80an" kekekekkekekek aduisssss..... nak 'kembang' ke nak 'kuncup' nih???? kekkekekekeke

Salam AidilFitri Selamat Hari Raya

Life is like a painting

And I painted my life beautifully. Its a prayer, and Allah listens to those who pray.

Aidil Fitri is a day of victory. And alhamdulillah, today adik dhada completed reciting the Al Furqan. I started it at early weeks of Ramadhan, she continued until yesterday. Syukur Alhamdulillah, we completed reciting it together, and telah pun Qatam Al Quran.

I must be proud of myself. I went to uninstitutionalised classes and not too serious in learning it. The old man who taught me that time was too busy with his work at his garden, while my other friends and myself, had to be in the living room, reciting the Quran. Well, he was well-versed with it - memorised it by hard. BUT DEFINATELY NOT US. Since he was not in front of us when we recited the holy book - he didnt realised that we had our own way to make it interesting. Just like and ads on TV "bila ibu tiada dirumah, semua benda boleh dimakan" - IMAGINATION lah! Akibatnya, I became just like that old man - learned it by hard and its hard for me to READ the Quran but its easy to say it out verbally. (by hard laa tuh!)

Until there was a month of Ramadhan - as usual, I became to 'open ceremony' - adik dhada always be the 'closing ceremony'. I was reciting the Quran slowly - merangkak'ly. And I felt so sleepy..... didnt realise I fall asleep. Until in the middle of the night I woke-up and continue recite the Al Quran, but this time was so fluent!!!!!!! I didnt know what happen, but its an experience.

There was another Ramadhan, at Mak's house in JB. I was reciting the Quran, then I saw mak went upstairs, just peeping at me. Then she went down. During the day, I was asking Mak, why she didnt say anything or was she looking for something that morning. And suprising me, SHE DIDNT WENT UP THAT MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jeng jeng jeng..... siapa kah itu???? it remains a mystery.

And so on... so on... each Ramadhan had its own stories. At this entry, I just want to share a victory for what we (my sister and I) had achieved - Both of us, telah Qatam Al Quran, Ramadhan 2009!

Alhamdulillah. To all my readers, Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin. Memandu dengan berhemah!

RAYA - SHOCKING NEWS - PUAN SRI and TAN SRI

(My 3G handphone with Mak Engku: So we can talk and see each other)

I took sometime to write about my childhood at my other blog (www.drnorzah.webs.com) and I know it rejuvenates my mind. And when I looked back, life isnt bad at all. I went through it successfully (alhamdulillah), yet there were some souring experience but it didnt make my life sour at all.



As usual, the mood of Raya has been attacking me after 2 weeks of fasting. I started ordering the cookies and shopping. I spent my time with my family - they came to Putrajaya, we chatted, we called each other. Most of the topics were RAYA!!! RAYA!!! and RAYA!!! Aidil Fitri never be the same until God listens and accepts my prayer - Aidil Fitri is colorful to me since I have mak and abah, a home to be called a real home, persons to talk and to share about almost EVERYTHING. And this few years... nearly 10 years, I feel the real meaning of AIDILFIRI.



But there is a shocking news for all of us. Mak Cik is suspected to have cancer. She is a joyful person, she has beautiful and sincere smile ever. Can be bold and funny at the same time. I enjoy myself each time I am with her. Receiving the fact, Mak Engku said she could accept it positively. Well, mak had that earlier and abah sure understood how Pak Cik felt. So perhaps mak and abah will console them..... wisely. To Mak CIk, we will always pray for your goodhealth. (nanti boleh masakkan lagi nasi briyani dan gear box soup ya!)

Puan Sri Natasya.

She's getting better and she already had her first vaccine. But after visiting the doctor, we discovered that she has 'kurap' - perhaps her thick hair - the doctor would like to vaccine her but after a week she had her fisrt jap - so next week, before balik kampung, we MUST take her to the clinic again. SO, now you guys know why we call her PUAN SRI - macam macam.... kalau manusia, mesti dah nak cucuk botox !!!! She likes to groom herself!!! Hmmmm you must see her in person!

Tan Sri Tommy.

After Puan Sri came back from the hospital, Tan Sri was very very excited! He ran here and there, took Puan Sri's hand to play, to sleep, to eat and to poo! Cess.............. kontrol macho betul! He would 'bath' Puan Sri when Puan Sri has nothing to do. He would search for Puan Sri if we started to look for Tan Sri - dia lah yg paling sebuk mencari juga!!! (can you imagine tak?)

Psssss.....ttttt... My sporting Jiran (www.ceritapnut.blogspot.com) her lampu liplap ready at her anjung.... waaaaa...raya sakan nampak?! For us? iskkk....... nanti Puan Sri and Tan Sri sebuk pulak nak tangkap lampu liplap. Ni pun nasib both of them are kept inhouse kalau tak, mau bertandang kat rumah Pnut!