Finally its DONE !!!

Alhamdulillah.... finally the date given (17 May 2010) is brought forward to 14 May 2010 -- a long wait --- dah tak tahan dah......

I was so afraid to go for operation (kekekekee ni kes keturunan yo) and that caused the increase of my BP - waduh.....

Mak ungku and Adik Dhada were always at my side, the day admitted until the operation date... they waited for me nearly for 2 hours at the Waiting Room, and followed to the Room (Ward 3C, Room 27)..... mak ungku was the first person waited and give me warm hugs and kisses - I was 'mamai' and 'sedar tak sedar' that time... they said, I was mad at Pak ungku and said "Abah tipu.... kata tak sakit...." hahahhahaha sorry ya bah!! AD tak sedar pun... tak hengat pun cakap cam tuh....

But all in all, semua ok, alhamdulillah.. and thanks for all the prayers.......

SELF KEY PERFORMANCE INDICATOR FOR THIS YEAR

SELF KEY PERFORMANCE INDICATOR FOR THIS YEAR
Time has passed so fast. After itu ini itu ini,MC bla bla bla its already MAY. Huh MAY? How about my KPI for this year? I mean my personal KPI not the actual mean KPI as mentioned by the Government...
1. I have promised Associate Prof Dr. Sofian to write four articles about Mental
Imagery for journals submission.
2. I plan to write two books this year. The book that i am working on is about
Practicle Use of Mental Imagery In Daily Life and the other one is a
novel....ehehe
3. Well another one perhaps to perform Umrah end of this year (sejuk sikit)

Hmmmm... dah Mei..sempat ke capai semua ni....InsyaAllah!

Burung But But

One fine afternoon, I saw a bird was hit by a car infront of me. So, I asked adik to stop and I went to look. It was burung but but - still alive and I brought it back.

After 3 days at home, finally the bird is fit to free and fly by its own......

Sehari Semalam Di Hospital

Mak Engku was there....... meneman-ing me all time :) Bawa buah, bantal ..... air :)

Kucing & Me Jalan-Jalan

Puan Sri Natasya yang gediks....














Setelah itu, bersantai santai di kolam, sambil makan buah buahan dari kebun sendiri... such a beautiful day

Gotong Royong

Adik and Anna with Baby Dhannia are with us at Putrajaya. The house is never be so lightfull untill Baby Dhannia is at home....

And, kami pun bergotong royong mencuci pool - hehehe just a caution action - as its a Free Water Supply for Selangor.. mana tau laa kan... kot cume untuk setahun je.. kekkekeke....

Baby Dhannia dah Merangkak

And she is only 4 months........ so cute !! she's a strong baby. When she was at the ICU, we kept on caling her name, sing the song she used to hear - Pak Cukuk Genggam Gamit and 'Pada Suatu Hari...' untill all the nurses sang along with us when we came..... so cute! Thanks miss misi!

Many Things Happened But I am Still Glad...

***Gambar Baby Dhannia and Mummy - after recovering .. its a miracle - syukur alhamdulillah..

***Gambar Baby Dhannia - given by the ER Staff

***Gambar kereta.....

(entah kenapa laaaaaa tak boleh nak edit gambar nih masa haku buat benda ni .... )

After I was admitted to Hospital, and got the date for the operation on 13 Mac 2010, mak engku and pak engku, adik jan, anna and baby dhania planned to be with me for support. They drove Mitshubitsi Triton from JB heading to Putrajaya. But they had a terrible accident at Tangkak-Pagoh highway due to the cross wind!

It was a heart-breaking news. Adik Dhada and I could not imagine how it felt receiving the news, what more when it was from a stranger - named MR GOH - he said, the car skidded because of a black snake he saw from behind, went to the other side of the road and tumbling THREE TIMES! Allahuakhbar!!!

But when I asked adik jan, he didnt langgar any snake... the car was 'flicked' at the back, and that led it to the other side of the road.

Allah......

We were from ******a*, straight to Hospital Muar - the road was not so good-raining, jammed and arghhhh... tensen tensen!

Arrived late night, Utih and Pak Teh were there.. A.Lo too. Met mak, bah - they were in a special room - beside the Emergency Room - dhannia was there - not stable and iskkkk susah nak terangkan ler...

Adik had to sign different forms just to get ready *a* news... arghhh.......

I cant do much - my leg in pain, but I have prayers for her....

Later, Anna's mom arrived from Kuching - JB - Muar - that's a relieve.... at least for Anna.

Susah nak terangkan, but adik Dhada is strong. Not a single tears I saw from her face......

cont: blood pressure naik tiba tiba

Takut punya pasal........bp naik sampai 170!!! But alhamdulillah, the procedure went well. i will update the details at my exclusively Malay Language Blog ek......sonang nak cito......

cont:feel like dr house in assylum hahahaha

I was brought to the transit ward to change my cloths.....siap berkemas lagi kekeke it was my most embarassing moment..tak pernah tak pakai apa apa kekekeke and all the nurses were laughing at me..huhuhu



There was a moment kene sign consent letter.....aduiii berderau lagi darah ambo......

up date via hp: first experience at OT

i was clicking and trying to understand more about this hp and suddenly i found the wifi and testing and experimenting this.....kekekekeke jadilaa pulok!!!

These were the photos my sister took before the ESI procedure. It was not planned. My sister and i went to see Mr Tan to discuss about my condition and he did suggest about doing OP and that's the only he gave...but my sister was asking (based on her knowledge and readings) for few other options that was not mention like 'stem injection' lah.... 'microscopic procedure' lah.... And the ESI (epidural steroid injection') , chiropractic lah... Macam2 sampaikan tuan doktor jadi saspen bila dia ada (ekekkekekekke)....but when adik mention ESI, he automatically cepat2 buat call, arahkan untuk buat hari tu juga(the date yg kami jumpa doktor la)....adik dhada was pleased with urgent reaction of the doctor, at least he took immediate action from what she said...yg parahnya ialoh ambo.....saspen owh..........jadi, inilah wajah wajah saspen ku.....

I am Getting BETTER

This year is really on its hot seat. I was in a great pain early this year. It happened actually before I flew to Surabaya. But when I came back, it worsen!. Went to Hospital Serdang, gave me tears just to get an appointment. Lucky that Adik Dhada is persuasive enough to take me to An-Nur Hospital in Bangi, together with Mak Engku made me a strong person! Get the MRI at KPJ, and alas!!!!!!!!!! I got Slipped Disc at my L5.

By the way... I have wrapped up some stories of my pain at my the other blog at http://www.drnorzah.webs.com/ (feel free to visit ya! and its in Bahasa Malaysia... kekek cepat sikit menaip dgn bahasa ibunda nih)

Today, I got my Epidural Steroid Injection. On the spot! Mr. T*n (actually he's a doctor, I learnt that 'pakar' di panggil 'Mr' - kira mcm kat Uni Prof. Madya/Prof kot - its a pangkat), was in shock when adik Dhada mentioned that... because after all, he didnt explain that, but surgery, surgery and surgery. But I dont care as long as I can get rid of the pain. But of course, I may want other options if available laaa kan..... errrmmm.............. I will explain at the other blog laa eh..... sonang nak citer... kekkekeke....

Anyways, thanks for your prayers and those who visited me... thanks again. And I really need the prayers ........ Jazakallah.

January 2010

Loging for holiday... ( its only January and my mind is wild with holiday trip!)

I love maps... and I love dictionary... why? entah laa... and I love travelling. I learnt from Mak Ungku and Pak Ungku that life is not only about ourselves... its about others.. about creatures.. and creations of God. And they really mean it... just imagine, both of them could walk distance and distance, without any complaints!! Malu owhhhh......