Monday, March 30, 2009

This is my ENGINE

This is the ONLY cat that my sister loves most - after ABANG. She had a very sad moment when ABANG passed away - and that time, ABANG listened to her - "kalau abang nak mati, mati kat rumah tau...akak boleh tanam abang... ada bunga" hmmmmm LUCKY that she didnt proceed with her 'noble' intention to 'KERAS' kan ABANG!!!!!!!

And me too, as usual, terpengaruh dengan kasih sayang adik pada ENGINE - dari geram - because both of us will always berebut bantal - since ENGINE likes to sleep on my pillow!!!! and as if that is HIS !!!!

ENGINE too, will drink my water beside my bed - HE is CONDITIONED to drink the water from my cawan - even though I have put a special mangkuk which muat muat muka dia... tapi tak nak jugak.... iskkkkk GERAM DENGAN DIA!!!

And today, HE came back WITHOUT his 'neck-tie' ...... mana dia tinggalkan agaknya!!!!!!! and akak promised him to get a new 'neck-tie' -- and what I could say is... EEEEIIII - mengada-ngadanya !!

But I still love ENGINE - he is still cute... and my little BUDDY at home !!! Meeeaaaoowwwwww

Saturday, March 28, 2009

When the sandals getting bigger

I dont know why I choose this topic. But as you grow older, your feet are getting bigger. And thats mean, you have to get a new pair of shoes/sandals every now and then. Does this rule goes along with our ambitions? Are our ambitions grow bigger and bigger or it will remain as they are until we manage to achieve what we want to achieve? Any ideas? Perhaps you can share yours.....

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Same old stories???

Roses are red my love
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet my love
But not
As sweet as you
Remember this piece? I used to sing this song... and whistle it all day long..... and until today, its in my juke box.
And lately, I met some of my old lost relatives, and friends. Some never changed. But the others... changed. Why? And until now I have no answer to it. Even if I know the answers, let it be floating in my mind. And some of the questions asked to me dont make sense at all. Why they asked such questions...... But these dialogues will remain as part of my life jokes:
Antara soalan-soalan yang ditanya bila mula mula jumpa.
"Kau dah habis degree ke belom"
dalam hati.......macam nak cakap, tak tau ke org dah buat PhD pun!!
"Aku dah poi mekah dah"
maksudnya?? should I call you Hajah? or what?
Questions related to car:
"Kete ni ko beli cash ke hutang?"
OMG!!!!! apa jenis soalan laa nih...
"Kete sapa ni??"
adui...... macam nak hempuk pun ada.. dalam hati, tak kan laaa kete sewa kot???
Jumpa-jumpa je, terus cakap;
"Aku dah tukar kete dah.... aku pakai PERSONA"
hek eleeehh........... (dalam hati je laaa)
Related to my house;
"Mana ko dapek duit boli umah beso beso nih"
lerr.... usaha laaa... tak kan duduk diam duit jatuh dari langit??
"Ko dah beli rumah ke? Buat apa beli rumah? Kan belum kawin?
Laaaa......tak kan la org kawen je boleh beli rumah???? - yg kelakar tu, siap tanya lagi:
"Kat umah ko tu ada pinggan mangkuk tak? dapur ada tak? katil?kerusi semua ada?"
Ya Rabbi....... ni yg tak jadi ngaku kawan nih....
About my work:
Rindu belum hilang lagi, tiba tiba terus tanya.......
"Ko keje kat mana sekarang?"
So, bila jawab keje kat ********** terus kata;
"Boleh laa tolong ******. Laki aku ada ***** nanti ko tolong ******"
Kecik hati kadang-kadang...... and I learnt that some people dont really IKHLAS nak jumpa kita.... as P.Ramlee said "Baik ada makna haaaaa"
Lain-lain hal:
"Sopan ko ye sekarang ni"
hummm....... abis, you want me to yell at you???
"Ko dulu tak pandai kan?"
and you aspect me not to be what I am today???
"Ko ni takyah laa sopan sangan cakap dengan den...."
Laaa....aku mmg sopan laa... walau tak sebeberapa.... they just dont get it!!!
"Kau dulu masa sekolah tak pandai kan?"
Hek eleeh....... cita zaman dulu-dulu..... dalam citer hindustan hero kalah dulu beb!
I wonder WHY people asked me this question again and again?? AM I TOO STUPID?? Come'on.... I was alone, lived alone, no parental supervision, and yet, I managed to take care of myself - tak laaaa jadi 'left out' masa sekolah... and most important thing is... I MAKE MY LIFE FAR MORE BETTER THAN OTHERS !!!! PhD holder beb!!!!!
Pelik kan manusia nih??? I have better life now, I have mom, dad, sister, brother, sister in law, nenek, ucu, utih, and many others who loves me so much and accept me as
WHAT I AM, WHO I AM and not
what I have!!!
I love you all and thanks for not being pathetic like the others!

Friday, March 13, 2009


When I drove to work this morning... I listened to this song. It touches my inner insight - perhaps related to the picture I took yesterday.....

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

The line says :"Look out on a summer's day." .... which is an actual view point, it is strictly from his mind. These are references to other Van Gogh paintings.
Flaming Flowers: The
Sunflower Series
Swirling Clouds:
Starry Night
Field of Amber Grain: Wheat Field with Crows
Weathered Faces:
The Potato Eaters

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

This is Van Gogh's tragic Death - Could not imagine how he cut off his ears - because of schizoprenia..... and he came back to his room... and finnally took his life - Van Gogh attempted suicide by shooting himself in the chest, which ultimately led to his death two days later.Even though he loved painting, his paintings could never love him back.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Van Gogh - Knowing his paintings, drawings and writings - they are everlasting and will never "forget" the style that created them. They are Van Gogh's eyes that watch the world. This is all metaphorically speaking though.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Finally we come to the conclusion of realizing Van Gogh's eternal struggle with insanity.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,How you suffered for your sanity,How you tried to set them free.They would not listen, they're not listening still.Perhaps they never will...

We have 2 moons in a night??????

This was taken in one fine evening.... I like it so much!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Funny things around us..

This is funny - hmmm may be not for others, but at least these pictures make me smile.

And this is a good ads. Eheheh reverse psychology huh??

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Lama Lama

Aint got time to do all these favourite things to do.... I need to manage my self so that I have time for my hobbies... Huhh... work too hard lately..

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Classic Rocking Chair has arrived!!!!!

Hmm so much so I was inflenced by my sister - she loves Classic English Concept - she has this in her mind - a house painted in white, lots of fresh flowers, white covers and furniture, fluffy sofa pillows, patch works, rose and more roses!, lavender (she has this in our little garden)../and her last wish was - CLASSIC ROCKING CHAIR. She didnt really looking forward to have this in this point of time... but she ALWAYSSSS talk about it..... and it's STUCK in my head!!! And as if, I pulak yang ber ia ia hendakkan benda ni .... iskkk..... (hmmmm I wonder of she has been using her 'hypnotising' thing... to me...) And wallooooppppp....... I got his via e-bay, called the salesperson... within two weeks, dah sampai - and of course laa... A SUPRISE for my sister!!!!

Masih dalam kotak - I worried if it comes on as DIY - but nguper nguper nya... pasang udah..

Dalam kotak, ada lagi balut.

This what I meant by Classical Rocking Chair.