..... my heart whispers

Pergi rumah induk, teringat macam macam.... sedih....gembira.... sayu..... nasb ada kak ngah..... dulu, selalu memain kat sini..

............... have no words to say but i think its better not to say.... just do not want to hurt more individuals and more feelings. Sometimes i dont understand why should apathy come into my life...... why and thought it is just part of the repression and supression of my own feelings.

Or am i being too blunt to those feelings or am i being too technical in dealing with day-to-day life. and today .. perhaps yesterday.... i made a mistake.....And just wonder i am polishing the surface of the emotions that have be stoned..begin to love flowers and the beautifulness of the nature...... the emotions inside starts to soften again...

Lord.. i wonder why.... a day before... i had this dream that there were four sides where i have to go and each side represents some significant others in my life...I wonder.............

Stories... again... just a story

Some one told me to write some of my stories here, instead at my other blog http://drnorzah.webs.com/ why? because at the blog my writings are in bahasa negori... hehehe sorry my dearest readears... but one thing that I really like most and finally have the guts to share it here is about my childhood time.. especially being the youngest in the family.. huh.. not as beautiful as what many people perceived it.. at least, not for me. It was the hardest time.... I remember when the villagers called me "Kemuncup", "prewel mati (prewel basikal zaman dulu)" "anak korek korek" huh.... and the only reason was I always attached to my mom. Just imagine, I was still with my swinger (Buai) when I was 10 years old! My dad gantung tali pada palang 'peran'. Talinya tali lembu..kain buaiannya kain selimut. Kekekke you could hardly find it nowadays.... they just buy the electrical swinger... not like my time those day.. mesti ada palang nak buat buai.

And I remember the day my mom passed away... and when she was "dimandikan" the buat was there and I saw everything vividly from the buai... yet, I remember each single thing they did to my mom. I was so mad when there was a lady, called "keledek" boleh tanya "emak ko mano?" Padahal dia tahu mak tengah terbujur...meninggal dunia....iskkkk.. what a world! Even now I think I try to rationalize that she might be want to start a conversation with me.

Being the youngest for me is a confusing scenario - pergi kedai..ambil itu..ambil ini...tahap- tahap asistant - huh...... ....semua kena buat..panjat pokok ambil buah...kena marah tu biasa sangat...and the worst thing was... i always feel left out - orang terlupa kot? lupa aku menyorok bawah lemari, lupa aku tak makan lagi, lupa aku belum main lagi (walhal dah janji)...... and... (hmmm tak yah citer lah)

And I grew older, I learnt about 'sindrom anak bongsu' .... huh! all the questions answered, and many of it still left unanswered... but who care now? I have my instant family and the best part is, I am no longer the youngest... but the ELDEST instead! yaaaabaadaaaabeeeduuuuuu being a "Kak Long" wahhhh.......best....................sbb adik dua je dan dah besar besar eheheheee. Heppppp jangan melawan Kak Long cakap....agaknya adik hakula plak menderita jadi adik ekekekkee...lalalalalllaaaaa....senangnya dalam hati...

What is in the photo?

I like this photo. It has the chemistry. It looks lively. And its real. An equal distance between the girl (Suhaila) and my Tan Sri Tommy... and it does not separate the spirits inside these two beings.

Makan Makan Raya Raya

Happy Birthday to my sister - Adik Dhada - on the day we invited relatives to our hut on 26-27 September 2009 - and on the 27 Sept. is my sister's birthday.. so we celebrated with mak, abah, aping, gbon and tut tut, bibik.... and all...... sharped in 12.00 midnight, 27 September 2009.

**gambar tak boleh nak upload coz semuanya sexy sexy belaka hukhukhuksss**

Aping and her Sate....

A-a aka Gbon

Abah (Pak Engku) and ML (Mak Engku Gai)

*******

And the following day, my family came and the day became marrier

Ramai....... macam ada kenduri

See........ and then my eldest brother cam... and its the ending of the day.. but we really had a beautiful chat. Along spent his time at our music room.

Jalan Jalan Raya

I am too busy with my work... and I feel guilty for not updating this blog - huh.. am I hooked with my own blog?????? This are som pics taken at Mak Long's house. She has guests whom happen to be Adik Dhada's friend in Dublin (Kak Fid) punya relative and our neighbour!! What a small world kan?

Kuih kuih dari Istana Bukit Serene

Extended Family From Sibu

Raya 2009 was the most happening! Anna's family came to celebrate raya with us. They reached Senai at Raya Eve..... had ketupat for supper. The next day, we went jalan-jalan raya! ATE LOTS OF FOOD!!

From right: me, jenny, adik dhada and anna

Then, we followed the Chinese Culture - Makan Beramai-ramai. We went to my fav. seafood restaurant : ALAM. Fresh and yummy yummy......

Jenny with her FISH HEAD!

From right: Jenny, Anna's mother, Anna, Me and Adik Dhada.... burrrpppp

From right: Pak Engku, Anna's daddy and Adik Jan

Kekekkekekekeke .... makan makan makan : Anna is the happiest person here. Ya lo........ lama tak jumpa mereka kan?

OK. From right, Adik Jan (garu kepala ek dik??), Collin, Jacob and Jenny

These were the food we ate.

Ymmmmmmmmm.......

Ketam masak black paper

OK... it came to the end.... ni masa nak balik...

Collin, Jacob, Anna's daddy, Pak Engku and Adik Jan

Muahhhh muahhhh muahhhhh

alamak... apsal haku terselit kat situ ha????????

Everything Back To What it Was

I started my routine life yesterday (28 Sept 2009). Still need to gauge my mind to start all over again, but one thing that I most enjoy at work is the task and responsibility on my shoulder. That make me feel a little bit better. But again, with my new boss - quite appealing to me, hope I could perform better. Alhamdulillah.

Today, we will gonna have makan makan - as usual, I brought timun potong, nenas potong and bawang potong...... others brought the other part of the dish - laksa, kuah, and kuih muih. Hmmm.... macam mana nak diet kan?

ARRISA

Arissa is another a MUST during hari raya. Arissa is a royal main dishes. Hmmmm susah nak explain macam mana nak buek tapi guna oats, whole chicken and ghee. Gelek gelek, gaul gaul (like dodol) and siap dah!

This is my god-daughter tengah mengacau Arissa
Pak Engku (Bah) dah test, dia kata macam Ungku Salmah buat.

Dah sedia untuk di packed kan dalam bekas .

Hari Raya, Hari Yang Mulia....

Alhamdulillah......... we went back to JB on Friday avening - after work. Adik Dhada drove the car, and it went smoothly - no traffic because we went out as scheduled - 5.00-9.pm masa untuk warga kota pulang ke selatan tanahir - JB.

The drivers on road too drove carefully - no dangerous car passed our car and most of the drove with manners - I think the most of the road accidents are because they were 'mengantuk' kalau ikut cara pemanduan yang betul, insya allah selamat. We had our iftar at hentian rehat somewhere in Melaka, then continue our journey, safely at home around 11.00pm.

As usual, ketupat is the MUST...and we had difficult time to make it because Tan Sri is sebuk-ing nak buat ketupat jugak!

Geram betul!

Final touch. This one, only MAK could do it... kkekekkekee

My students..

I had a suprised visit last few weeks before raya. One of my students came to the tuition centre and turn up tp be a BIG BOY. The boy I used to see wasnt the same now. He stood still, dressed up like a grow up man. He is doing his PhD somewhere in the globe. I am proud of him. He gave me a KANGAROO and I like it so much!

Another week before raya too, another student of mine, had a car accident. So much lucky that she was OK. But her 'Noreen' (we gave her car a name after the accident - Noreen) had to be 'hospitalised'. And the world is so small, the person that she bumped was the person I knew about more than 20 years ago!!!!!! hehehehheheheheheh.. kelakar lah! At the CSI, when he saw me he said "Saya kenal awak nih....... student UPM kan?" kekekek and I smiled - wahhhh den masih femessss.

So my exstudent ni went to see him at UPM where he is working to say sorry - again he said, "Mak angkat awak tu, saya kenal lama dah... dari tahun 80an" kekekekkekekek aduisssss..... nak 'kembang' ke nak 'kuncup' nih???? kekkekekekeke

Salam AidilFitri Selamat Hari Raya

Life is like a painting

And I painted my life beautifully. Its a prayer, and Allah listens to those who pray.

Aidil Fitri is a day of victory. And alhamdulillah, today adik dhada completed reciting the Al Furqan. I started it at early weeks of Ramadhan, she continued until yesterday. Syukur Alhamdulillah, we completed reciting it together, and telah pun Qatam Al Quran.

I must be proud of myself. I went to uninstitutionalised classes and not too serious in learning it. The old man who taught me that time was too busy with his work at his garden, while my other friends and myself, had to be in the living room, reciting the Quran. Well, he was well-versed with it - memorised it by hard. BUT DEFINATELY NOT US. Since he was not in front of us when we recited the holy book - he didnt realised that we had our own way to make it interesting. Just like and ads on TV "bila ibu tiada dirumah, semua benda boleh dimakan" - IMAGINATION lah! Akibatnya, I became just like that old man - learned it by hard and its hard for me to READ the Quran but its easy to say it out verbally. (by hard laa tuh!)

Until there was a month of Ramadhan - as usual, I became to 'open ceremony' - adik dhada always be the 'closing ceremony'. I was reciting the Quran slowly - merangkak'ly. And I felt so sleepy..... didnt realise I fall asleep. Until in the middle of the night I woke-up and continue recite the Al Quran, but this time was so fluent!!!!!!! I didnt know what happen, but its an experience.

There was another Ramadhan, at Mak's house in JB. I was reciting the Quran, then I saw mak went upstairs, just peeping at me. Then she went down. During the day, I was asking Mak, why she didnt say anything or was she looking for something that morning. And suprising me, SHE DIDNT WENT UP THAT MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jeng jeng jeng..... siapa kah itu???? it remains a mystery.

And so on... so on... each Ramadhan had its own stories. At this entry, I just want to share a victory for what we (my sister and I) had achieved - Both of us, telah Qatam Al Quran, Ramadhan 2009!

Alhamdulillah. To all my readers, Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin. Memandu dengan berhemah!

RAYA - SHOCKING NEWS - PUAN SRI and TAN SRI

(My 3G handphone with Mak Engku: So we can talk and see each other)

I took sometime to write about my childhood at my other blog (www.drnorzah.webs.com) and I know it rejuvenates my mind. And when I looked back, life isnt bad at all. I went through it successfully (alhamdulillah), yet there were some souring experience but it didnt make my life sour at all.



As usual, the mood of Raya has been attacking me after 2 weeks of fasting. I started ordering the cookies and shopping. I spent my time with my family - they came to Putrajaya, we chatted, we called each other. Most of the topics were RAYA!!! RAYA!!! and RAYA!!! Aidil Fitri never be the same until God listens and accepts my prayer - Aidil Fitri is colorful to me since I have mak and abah, a home to be called a real home, persons to talk and to share about almost EVERYTHING. And this few years... nearly 10 years, I feel the real meaning of AIDILFIRI.



But there is a shocking news for all of us. Mak Cik is suspected to have cancer. She is a joyful person, she has beautiful and sincere smile ever. Can be bold and funny at the same time. I enjoy myself each time I am with her. Receiving the fact, Mak Engku said she could accept it positively. Well, mak had that earlier and abah sure understood how Pak Cik felt. So perhaps mak and abah will console them..... wisely. To Mak CIk, we will always pray for your goodhealth. (nanti boleh masakkan lagi nasi briyani dan gear box soup ya!)

Puan Sri Natasya.

She's getting better and she already had her first vaccine. But after visiting the doctor, we discovered that she has 'kurap' - perhaps her thick hair - the doctor would like to vaccine her but after a week she had her fisrt jap - so next week, before balik kampung, we MUST take her to the clinic again. SO, now you guys know why we call her PUAN SRI - macam macam.... kalau manusia, mesti dah nak cucuk botox !!!! She likes to groom herself!!! Hmmmm you must see her in person!

Tan Sri Tommy.

After Puan Sri came back from the hospital, Tan Sri was very very excited! He ran here and there, took Puan Sri's hand to play, to sleep, to eat and to poo! Cess.............. kontrol macho betul! He would 'bath' Puan Sri when Puan Sri has nothing to do. He would search for Puan Sri if we started to look for Tan Sri - dia lah yg paling sebuk mencari juga!!! (can you imagine tak?)

Psssss.....ttttt... My sporting Jiran (www.ceritapnut.blogspot.com) her lampu liplap ready at her anjung.... waaaaa...raya sakan nampak?! For us? iskkk....... nanti Puan Sri and Tan Sri sebuk pulak nak tangkap lampu liplap. Ni pun nasib both of them are kept inhouse kalau tak, mau bertandang kat rumah Pnut!

This Ramadhan and Memories 09 09 09

Kg Limau Purut is a place I was brought up and now, Nenek pun tinggal di Kg Limau Perut (somewhere in JB). Kebetulan kan?

Sometimes, my mind flows back to the time when I was a small kid - and I do remember all of them..... their houses, names and even what they did.... let me list them out.....

1.Rumah Salleh- Acik Majid aka majid tekong, acik icham, kak ara (dulu nama tiara tu pelik..jam ni nama glamor beb), kak enab (hehe dulu ada penyanyi zainab majid, tamin, jaley, saleh dan daghus.

2.Rumah Izam: Pak Lang Yahya , ML Limah, kak Kiak, kak kamariah, suman, tapa, abang tapa tu sapa ye, idah, izam dan adik izam.

3.Rumah Acik Lijah: Acik Lijah, acik daud, kak ani, kak Lor.

4. Rumah Iyam: Cik Iyam, pacik Lahaman, Kidir, arwah abg mail, pridah, natrat, tiawan, aka tiawan ada dua ,illi, abg atan.

5. Rumah Cik Midah: Cik Midah, kak Rahmah, Kak Jie, Zul dan Kholid.

6. Rumah Cik Lamlah: Cik Lamlah, Cik Mihad, Kak Kam, Kak Non, Alang Karim, Itah, Juha, arwah Nora, Cumi.

7. Rumah Lobai Koyok: Lobai Koyok, Cik Jerah, Abg Ena Kari, Kak Leha, akak pada Leha, Udin kocik.

8.Rumah Umi: Cik Umi, Cik Borhan, Abg Braim, Kak Iyah, Udin besar, Apa gomok, kamariah , ano.

Rumah Deraman: Pak Long Deraman, bini dia, abg Ujang toyak, abg zahar, akak ros, ado sorang lagi lelaki tu nama apo tah dan asri.

9. Rumah Selomah: Selomah, cik enab, obet. Ujang.

10.Rumah Sail: Acik Sail, bini ee, Mayut, Ujang Buncit dan Isteri, Cikgu Usup dan Anja,

11. Rumah Indok Timah: Indok Timah

12. Rumah Uwan Cik Amah: Wan Cik Amah, Kak Hawa, Pak Nusi, Arwah kak leha, kak Zaimiah dan abang ujang.

13. Rumah Wan Indun: Wan Indun, Abg amad Playboy, AmanKadir, Ujang, Pak Ulung Saji.

14. Rumah Cik Lipah: Acik Lipah, Acik Ujang, Abg Duan, Mala, Ati, Maznah, adik maznah tu nama sapo ye.

15. Rumah satu ni slalu rurup. Letaknya antara rumah Pie dgn rumah Acik Jenab.

16. Rumah Pie: Acik Pie, Acik Seriah, Along kasim, alim, abg alim yang kawin dgn anak mail bubut, daro, dawood, timah.

17. Rumah Latit: Acik Latit Kalam, Acik Jomah, Akak Ano, Akak imai, Lina, Aju, Zurid.

18.Rumah Lobai Diris: Lobai Diris, Biniee hehe lupo namo, Kak Long, Abg Kama, arwah ghodi, imam Ghazali aka imam pa-awa.

19. Rumah Derih: Atuk Deris, Acik awo, abang Akob, abang akob yg kawin ngan anak yunus tu nama sapa yo, abang iya aka iya tachung.

20. Rumah Manap: Acik Manap Tombot, acik baah, embung ani, arwah uwok, mali, icum, iyo, johari, johaimi dan adik dia..rose kut.

21.Rumah Yunus (rumah arwah wan Imat): Yunus, isteri dia, pridah, amat perak, adik dia tiga orang.

22. Rumah Haji Jaalam: Isteri dia manis, Kak Long tu jarang nampak, abang Baha, Udin .

23. Rumah Jadam: Acik Jadam. Acik Ami, Mayo. anak-anak mayo-izan, nuri dan adik dia.

24. Rumah Isa: abg Isa, akak Chabui, anak dia amat.

25. Rumah Haji Ghohin: Haji Ghohin Kiok, yaghuh Latun, anak pempuan dia (omak Chunek), Chunek 3 beradik.

26. Rumah Akob Rebung: Akub Rebung, Yaghuh Siah, Ujang sayau, bini ujang sayau dan dua anak dia .

27. Rumah Mat Letop: Mat Letup, Iyam Mat Letup, Anak dia saleh, arshad, mariani, Ena.

28. Rumah Edot: Edot, Kadir dan tiga anak dia. Yaghuh Munap dan isteri dia.

29. Rumah Bedah : Bedah, Bidin, Pari , Badur dan Ilah.

Kekekekkeekke tak sangka kan? I have all of them in one of the folders huhuhuhuhuhu.......

Oh ya...... if you notice, at the end of the window in this blog, I have created another blog (Dunia Dr. Norzah) and sometimes I just want to write in my own language - if you want to familiarize yourself with Bahasa Negeri Sembilan, come and read that blog - this one... will remain the TOP of My List!

I remember them.. do they?

Remember I told you guys regarding my friend, Fadhil in one of the postings and recently he called. Well, he is still a friend of mine and we do share some sweet memories as 'budak kampung'. Yet now, we are no longer 'budak kampung' that people could look down at us. He is a lawyer and I am a Doctor - as what we disscussed and 'angan' kan when we were young. I could not remember having his photo during our childhood, but this was taken when he came to my house - perhaps it was the second meeting. I was so happy he never changed perhaps both of us... still like dolu dolu..

But I had another memory.... when I was young, I had few good friends ... just like The Famous Five - We infact named our group as LINA (hahahhaha macam lagu Dato' Shake pulak kan). Lina is for:

L-Lina
I-Icum
N-NNorzah and
A-Atiah

..ekekekeke..hmmmmm see.... lah.. macam gangster pulak! The best part was we had our Badge (guna kertas) and we wore it all the time... hahhahahahahha huwahahaha..Only if they read this blog....... sure we end up with a big smile... ekkekeke apa tidaknya..... The Famous Five gitu - kan cari kes-kes yang boleh diselesaikan.....fuh sakan...! Mana dia orang ek!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

This photos was taken I think 5 years ago??? in 2004 ?? Hmmmm too old to remember this event. But it was during Hari Raya... at Nek's house in JB. And it was the very first time I learn how to make my own ketupat!!!!! Yaaa hooo.................

And I marked the ketupat, so I can ate my own... hehehehehe..... tapi bilo dah masuk dalam periuk.... sama je... hahahahhaha

But this year Mak (Engku) kata tak nak buat ketupat. Dia nak buat Arissa... sejenis makanan tradisi kaum kerabat diraja Johor.... bahan bahannya mudah tapi time dolu dolu mahal ler... tak de orang kebanyakkan nak membuek nyo.

Dah makan ariisa?

Gali Gali Gali

Comel nyer ENGINE ....... suka dapat kotak kekekekke

Al Fatehah......

Alhamdulillah, without many announcement made, the gathering I could consider a succeed. Thanks to all who really made an effort to make it real.

And of course, to my bibik, who was very very very helpful. Adik Dhada, who took all of us with our "Black Abang Naza" to this place. Hmmmmm tak sia sia adik beli kete beso!

"Bantai" aka "Mantai"

Haaa... sapa sapa nak create dialog ???? sila sila......

About Puan Sri....

Puan Sri Natasya is getting better.... after 4 days warded, 2 1/2 botol air, ubat, vitamin, dan macam macam lagi laa... akhirnya Puan Sri dibenarkan pulang.

The first day, she wasnt eating at all. So we gave her gel vitamin (forced-feeding). I was buntu of not knowing what to make Puan Sri makan. The vet said, she has eaten a little bit and try to keep on monitoring her meals.

Finally, when adik dhada saw me had difficult time on keep my eye to Puan Sri, she asked bibik tu rebus ayam - I wasnt so sure for what. So, she gave Puan Sri air rebusan ayam, she still didnt want it, and she try to give ayam yang dia dah penyek penyek pakai jari - WALLLLOOOAAPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS - ZASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS- PUAN SRI MAKAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YABADABEDUUUUUUU

Oleh itu, petuanya di sini BY EXPERIMENT - kalau kucing tak nak makan, atau hilang selera makan, kasi makan ayam! kekekekekekekke

So what happened when adik dhada concentrate to Puan Sri, ENGINE SUDAH MERAJUK.......

Dia tidur atas meja menunjukkan di memberontak! kekekekkee

Buat dek je bila orang panggil dia.. nak ajak masuk bilik.


Memekak kan telinga!


SABAR JE KUCING NI....

"Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life."

Hmmmmm I got this from Che Nor - lovely kozin in Minesota - and I do hope that all of my friends here could pray for her health... so we still can hear her laugh, notty stories and hillarious gossip! (opsss)

Well, we had the article posted in my office - the be specific, right infront of our boss's door. It was like 2 months ago. I dare not to take it out, just afraid if HE is the one who posted the article, until I got it from Che Nor today.

and another email came along with the attachment:

Assalamualaikum wrt wbt

Dear friends,

Its hard to explain, and difficult for me to share this article I received from a friend. But, sometimes it does come across in our day to day life - without any 'sabr' we may turn to 'a monster'. Or end up, by doing the task/job ourselves!! And yet, if this keep on going on in our organization, it could be harm to all of us as well as to the organization.

So, let me put it this way.... for those who always dealing with the 'related individuals' stated in the article, please be cool and use ASSERTIVE SKILLS to handle them. Learn how to EXPLAIN and let them know the CONSEQUENCES of their attitudes. Or perhaps, if they do the mistake, correct them IMMEDIATELY. DO NOT DELAY.

And for those who feel that you are the person mentioned in the article, PLEASE BE CAREFUL. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKE and TAKE OWNERSHIP of your job. Built some SENSE OF BELONGING before you keep repeating doing the same mistake. REMEMBER - the definition of insane is "doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting a different result" (Benjamin Franklin) - Thus, DO CHANGE - SO YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF and of course, THOSE WHO WORK WITH YOU TOO.

Wallahu'alam.

And about this litte bird, we caught him with bare hands - he was trapped in a room where we want to have our lunch at Sungai Burung. Now we know why the place is called 'Sungai Burung'. Memang banyak burung rupanya!

Puan Sri Natasya dan Tan Sri Tommy

Puan Sri yang warna oren nih.... she is the one who is still in the Vet Hospital. Please pray for her ya.... the vet said she hasnt improve much. She has lost her appetite. Does not want to eat. Huhuhuh........

Ya Allah, selamatkan laaa Puan Sri Natasya nih..

Tan Sri Tommy yang warna grey + white. He is as active as usual. Businessman laa katakan. Memang sebuk. But we do believe that he misses Puan Sri so much.

Bakawali Yang Mengembang

Semalam, berkembanglah lagi satu lagi spesis bunga bakawali yang ada pada taman kami. Cantik kan? Berbanding dengan yang dulu.

Kalau kawan kawan selak page yang lama lama, ada lagi bunga bakawali tu... tapi yang ni, yang baru je kembang. We got the baka from ML's house.

Puan Sri Natasya

Huhuhu... sedih nih... my new kitten - Tasya - sakit. She losts her appetite and murung. Huarghhh........we took her to the clinic the day mak engku was here... but nothing much improvement.

We gave her glucose, multivitamin gel - it helps her to sustain.

Cant wait.... we email a vet via one of the forum in the net. He advise us too:


Dear ********,
Sorry for the late reply, I was having meeting from the morning.
Without looking at your kitten, it is quite difficult for me to tell you what is wrong with her. One thing for sure, if she does not have vaccination as yet, the chances of her contracting viral infection are there, some of them can be fatal. There are test kits available at the vet clinic to test for important fatal viral infections for cat. I'm not sure whether the vet you have visited conduct the screening but I do believe she does. Antibiotics can help to prevent secondary bacterial infection but cannot treat viral infection if any has been confirmed.
You mentioned that your kitten has lost appetite and you are doing force-feeding now. How long has this been going on? Has she been drinking? Is her condition deteriorate since you visited the vet? Constant lost of appetite and lost of body condition can cause liver and kidney malfunction, that may leads to more complication. I do recommend you to send her for drips fearing that she might have severely dehydrated and emaciated.
Please send her to the vet immediately and do keep her warm by wrapping with towels and warm water bag if possible. If the time permits, please send her to UPM University Veterinary Hospital as soon as possible. You may look for Dr. Jason or Dr. Nor. If you can let me know your location, I may be able to recommend some of my colleagues for your reference.
Sent from my iPhone

Dr. M****************************** (Dip. AHH, DVM)

Upon receiving this email, we immidiately took Tasha to vet and get her over night for drips. Just now I called the Dr. and he said Tasha is better than yesterday, but still cant say much on her positive progress.

We do not want to take any of her picture now.... she has to be good in photo - please pray for her......... may Puan Sri can be active again. Tan Sri 'T' really miss her......

Life....

Engine... always be the eye in our house. Even now we have 'Tasha' and 'Tommy' but he seems to be the center. Comel kan?

**Hadiah Kucing**

Adik Dhada hadiah kan me seekor kucing persian.Syok betul. But the day adik dhada gave me the present (Persian Kitten), Engine tak balik dan kecil hati. Kesian dia... ok.

Persian Kitten - hadiah from adik dhada.

I always dream of having a persian cat - so one day, adik dhada took me to a pet shop in Melawati and she bought for the kitten - we tought the kitten was female - so kami namakan NATASHA - mmg nak kucing betina sbb nak suruh manja manja laa dgn den ni haaa-

Alih alih, after 2 weeks, the NATASHA tukar jadi NORDIN --> arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tensen tensen. 'cek not' dia keluar laa pulak!!!

adussssssss.....

so adik dhada kesian, the night tu juga, pergi ke KOTA KEMUNING (branch kedai yang beli 'natasha') dan beli seko lagi dan yang ni betul betul betina.... kami namakan TASHA. Yang NATASHA tu jadi TOMMY.

gambar TASHA dan TOMMY nanti ok!

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Apa lagi.. tambahkan lagi koleksi ENGLISH kami!

maklum ler... mak and abah nak datang.. wat inspection!

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Saya sebagai lelaki rasa tercabar apabila isteri saya sering mewar-warkan kepada saya bahawa umur saya dah melewati 40 tahun. Life starts at 40.. 'Kalau U rasa U nak pasang lagi satu, I izinkan', kata isteriku.. Bila berangan tentang nak kahwin lain ni memanglah seronok. Tersengih- sengih aje lah I at that time. 'Dunia ni dah terbalik gamaknya, kawan-kawan aku siap pegi Siam sana nak nikoh lagi satu, ni bini aku siap suruh pasang sorang lagi...?!' Tak tahulah kalau isteri I tu main reverse psikologi dengan I. Tapi lepas I berfikir panjang, rasa-rasanya tak nak lah. Sebab apa ? Bila mengenangkan umur I yang dah 40+. Let's say kalau I kahwin dengan anak dara, katakan umur 22 tahun. Memang lah seronok beb. Seronok benda yang kat dalam seluar dalam tu aje lah. Tentang makan minum, pakai I, kemas rumah dan kegemaran I, rasa nya I tentu asyik teringatkan my first wife. Tak perlu nak ajar, I suka makan apa, cam mana cara nak masaknya, baju I kena gosok cam gini, kalau I bangun tidur I suka kalau my wife dah siapkan segala gala nya lah. Tak perlu I bagitau, dia dah tahu apa I suka. Cerita apa I suka kat TV, teh atau kopi manis macam mana, hobi apa, sukan kegemaran ... semua dia dah tahu. Tak perlu start balik macam zaman umur 20-an dulu ... Rasa rasa dapat ke isteri muda I suruh buat gitu, tentu dia banyak ragam. Ye lah dia muda, I kan dah tua. Mesti dia kata I ni mengada-ngada. Sure I yang kena manjakan dia lebihlah, sebab dia muda. Silap haribulan, takut lari lak, kan ...

Isteri muda ni bukan macam yang dah bersama dgn kita sejak muda. Kalau kita rasa isteri tua banyak belanja, isteri yang muda pasti lagi teruk. Eh, budak 20-an zaman sekarang, dengan henbeg Gucci, dengan nak tudung kain Mawi dan henpon jenama Nokia N95, Itu tak termasuk kereta, paling korok pun mesti nak Honda atau Toyota . Perempuan muda sekarang mana main naik Proton atau Perodua. Kalau I tak bagi barang-barang tu, dia tak nak bagi 'barang' dia lak malam-malam. Sedangkan dengan isteri tua, awal-awal kahwin naik motorsikal cabuk pun sanggup, berpanas berhujan, dukung anak kita dicelah motor tu.
Ahh ... terkenang juga zaman 'miskin' dulu tu. Rumah dengan bini tua dulu pun setakat apartmet 3 bilik. Tidur atas tilam nipis, dapur pun kecik, perkakas pun tak banyak. Oh, untuk isteri muda, terpaksa aku buat OT untuk bayar rumah teres dua tingkat tu, nak bayar peti ais Samsung dan TV Sony Bravia 40-inci mu itu ... Dah umur 40-an ni, darah tinggi lak aku ni kena buat OT setiap hari ... hari minggu pun kena cari duit ... nak tengok bola pun tak dapat ....

Lebih haru lagi, tentu anak anak I akan memberontak sakan. Yelah sekarang ni kanbanyak kes bapak kahwin lain anak-anak lebih tertekan. Ramai jadi liar, hisap dadah, jadi mat rempit dan bohsia. Sebab tension bapak kawin baru. Takut mereka menjauhkan diri dari I, malah akan membenci pula. Disebabkan masyarakat kita ni memandang serong pada keluarga yang bapak mereka kahwin lebih dari satu.. Kalau I ada anak dengan isteri baru, tentu kecik sangat lagi di masa I dah tua dan memerlukan perhatian dari anak-anak. Sedangkan rumah isteri muda tengah hiruk pikuk dengan anak anak kecil (kandah ada experience dengan isteri pertama –bagaimana kelam kabutnya dia menguruskan anak-anak) Sedangkan di rumah isteri tua, anak anak dah besar, boleh tolong mak dan sedang seronok bergurau senda bersama ibunya membincangkan topik-topik terkini dan juga kehidupan mereka.
Duduk rumah bini muda, I yang tua-tua ni lak kena salin pampers dan bagi baby mandi. haha ... kalau tak buat, takut isteri muda merajuk pulak. Tak boleh jadik nih. Banyak benda yang kena repeat. Mula mula kawin tentu seronok. Paling lama setahun-dua. Bila dah ada anak,tanggungjawab baru bermula semula sebagaimana dengan isteri pertama dulu-dulu. Tapi masa ni kita dah tak larat nak basuh berak anak, nak pegi shopping beli baju anak anak, nak dukung anak-anak. Leceh lah nak kena teman isteri muda buat semua tu. Silap haribulan orang kata tengah pilih baju cucu. Eii tak sanggup pula. Paling takut, orang ingat isteri muda tu anak I ... lagi haru ... Balik rumah mertua pula, teringatkan masa akad nikah dulu, beria ria kita nak kananak dia. Lepas tu kita kawin lagi satu. Tentu muka nih tak tahu nak letak kat mana. Orang tua tak kannak straight to the point. Tanya itu ini. Kalau dia nak bercakap tentang tu cukup dengan jelingan dan kerlinganmata,buat kita dah tak senang duduk. Tak kan raya asyik balik umah mak mertua baru aje. Apatah lagi kalau I ni lak umur nak sama dengan mak-bapak mertua baru I tu ......

Hish banyak lah lagi. Bagi korang yang suka berbincang pasal benda yang indah indah kawin dua nih silakanlah. Tapi bagi I selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi tu lah I tak nak tambah. Tak nak lah mendabik dada. Cakap besar. Tapi sekadar menurutkan nafsu dan benda dalam seluar tu rasanya tak pernah kurang pun layanan isteri pertama terhadap I. Keluarga ni, kita bina keluarga bahagia yang di depan mata. Bukannya yang di dalam kepala. Bukannya di dalam seluar dalam je. Hadapi hari esok yang tentu dengan keluarga yang banyak mengharungi susah senang dari mula.. Pengorbanan isteri (walaupun kadang kala dia pernah merungut salah kita juga, cuai dan mengabaikannya) .

Apa apa pun semuanya bermula dengan kita. Insaflah. Kalau nak ikut nabi, rasa rasanya solat subuh pun kita terlepas kalau isteri tu tak kejutkan. Bukan nak kata solat Subuh, kekadang waktu lain pun terlambat atau terlepas. Baca Quran pun sekali-sekala, baca Yassin pun hanya bila ada orang meninggal. Ikut sunnah Nabi apa nama tu. Tak payah lah yang lain lain. Kang ada yang nangis bila disebutkan. Cukuplah. Sesungguhnya amat bertuahlah suami-suami yang mempunyai isteri yang menyuarakan pendapat di ruangan ni. Membuktikan mereka sayang, kasih dan cinta pada kalian. Apa sangatlah kita nih. Macam nabi konon. ye ke? Bab kawin kawin aje nih cam nabi. Bab menegakkan benda dalam seluar dalam je nak ikut sunnah. Cuba bab menegakkan agama Islam,masih lagi terkial kial.

Wallahualam.

suami orang-
LU PIKIR LA SENDIRI!!
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SyuKuR

Alhamdulillah...... I am very very grateful with what has been given to me. All my prayers, after more than 30 years were answered by God, one by one... thanks Allah.

Oh ya... Laugh/Humor Therapy has been my 'makanan' lately. It helps me alot to heal my wounds and from my observations, in deed, laugh and humor help to fresh your mind and health. Mak Engku for instance, macam macam ada, but she looks younger.. younger that people at her age! Why? She laughs .......

So, I learn, read, acquire as much as knowledge I could, and went US to seek more more knowledge about it... Australia, and many other places until I feel equipt enough to deliver it in my own way.

I have been presenting this in many goverment offices, NGOs, universities and many others... at the moment.. up to now laa kan..... semuanya positive feedback.

Sampaikan UPM pun... panggil buat Humor/Laugh Therapy - apa lagi... member naik sheikh laa..... UPM, PJ student pulak tu, yang glemer dengan kenakalannya.... huh........ gempak! Sampai tak cukup audi di UPM tuh.... minta extra chair lagi... others di Jabatan Perdana Menteri, ILKAP, Peguam Negara, Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam Malaysia.... bla bla bla bla....

Apa pun, terima kasih pada semua yang membekal kan keyakinan dan kesungguhan dalam melakukan sesuatu tugas dari hati, jiwa yang ikhlas.... berkat nya, Hanya Allah yang Maha Ketahui.

And recently, I was invited to give a talk on Laugh/Humor Therapy at Jabatan Perdana Menteri (JPM) - and it was expected around100 participants. It was fine with me... normally I did Laugh/Humor Therapy in 30 pax, the less is 5 pax.

But I just do not know what on earth has been transending the organization, there were 400 pax came in my session !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the auditorium was fulled from morning untill the afternoon session! dari bahagian bawah, hingga ke atas!!!!

The urusetia was shocked with the crowd and all of them came out from the auditorium with full of energy!!!

Bagi mereka yang telah menghadiri sesi ini, TERIMA KASIH BANYAK BANYAK. MOGA IA MEMBERI MANFAAT KEPADA SEMUA. AMALKAN, KONGSIKAN BERSAMA ORANG DI SEKELILING KITA.

Holistic Health?

For me, the true healing is an affirmation of wholeness and holiness-all practices are valuable if they are recognized as aids to self actualization. This psychological elements are very significant to our needs. All of us begin to explore ourselves and become sensitive to our own emotions, thoughts and behaviors - untill we are able to choose the right practices to meet those needs.

Since I know the outside world, get out from the shell created in my mind, I sense that all of us are affected by the Universal Life Energy - now I realise that Logic is not everything - there are many things that in our process of accelerated growth there area area of metaphysical discovery and spiritual development. From there, I see that my fixed, unflexible, irrational belief systems actually have defined by my childhood for a long time - BUT ALHAMDULILLAH, WITH A CLEAR MIND, I HAVE LEARNT TO REST, REFLECT, AND REJUVENATE MYSELF - I BEGIN TO LEARN TO ENJOY MY ROLE, BE CREATIVE AND BECOME FREE OF FEAR. For those who are concerned, THANKS SO MUCH, and for another groups what MAY concern, I FORGIVE ALL.......

I Like This

I learn how to go for the stars, no matter how far or how many of them, it worth trying to - at least, I have try... rather than sit and watch the stars from below and whinning to myself...

Rindunya Kampung Ku

When you have a strong bonding with mom and dad, you will always attach yourself at home. I miss Mak and Abah..... they call me almost everyday, chat at YM every morning, share stories and feelings... I MISS THEM IF I DONT hear their voice! Kelakar tuh, Mak and myself, both of us bought the same 3G handphones so we can see / talk face to face.

One thing when I am in JB, the piano starts to sing. Mak said, adik Jan dah jarang-jarang play the piano - sibuk sangat......... sampai bertutup and di jadikan meja perhiasan!! So, bila balik, Mak Engku pasti akan Bukak Badan Piano tu!

This is a place where we have our lunch, breakfast, dinner, chating, and macam macam lah!! Huarrggggg RINDUNYA NAK BALIK JB!